Message from the Field: The Purpose of Covid-19
In the constellation community there are many people constellating the Corona Virus. The outcomes differ a bit based on country and what other components are added, but the virus itself continually shows to be a trigger in revealing what isn't working and a call to awaken. One constellation called it a "benevolent force." This is not uncommon for a constellation on any illness or symptom. This is just the first global illness any of us have constellated.
I was able to do a constellation earlier this with a friend, and I want to take this time to share a "message from the field." As I stood in front of her, representing the virus, I felt tremendous energy come out of me. I didn't want to attack and felt misunderstood in many ways, like the Beast in Beauty and the Beast - feared but soft inside. I (as the virus) got calmer as she recognized her feelings toward me - grief, anger and some sadness. When she said the word grief, my raised shoulders could fall and I lost some tension in my body. There was a moment where I felt like I had so much accumulated energy/emotion inside that it had to explode and was now an energy field surrounding me. When we explored the purpose of the virus, the virus itself couldn't answer. It was for her to determine the purpose for her.
We changed roles and she represented the virus for me - who am I as I face it? It was like a mirror, showing me parts of myself to face now. Several of the thoughts I've had the last few days came to me again, things to do, things to face and words to say. It was like the virus is triggering a deep cleaning. Again, it didn't want to attack and it wasn't the job of the virus to tell me its purpose. I determine its purpose based on what I do with what it reveals to me.
There are many takeaways from this quick yet profound exercise, but what I want to share with you today based on this is: It's up to us how we want to live this experience. It's not the virus who will tell us its purpose, so we shouldn't look outward. It's for each of us to look inward and realize and act individually.
As we do this individually, we work for the greater good of all, for humanity.
Blessings to you all - take care of yourselves, Meghan ❤️